Throughout the day, there is nothing I want more than to talk to you. I want to tell you everything, because you can’t be here. I want to tell you about all the laughs, all the smiles, all the tears, all the anger, all the frustration…. just everything! The greatest part about you, is that you want to hear them all too.
Text messages flood my phone all day and I smile every time it vibrates alerting me of words from you. We talk about silly stuff, deep stuff, sappy stuff, future stuff, life stuff…. just everything! It makes me happy knowing that I can call you about whatever, whether I have a rant, a joke, a story, or I am freaking out, because I can’t figure out how to use my washing machine (hence last night 😉 )
You are the best, because you not only want to hear from me, but you want to talk to me as well. We can keep up with each other… this is practically a miracle between the both of us talking really fast and being all over the place. You have never once told me that you think I talk too much, instead you encourage hearing from me. So many facts make you a keeper, but knowing you appreciate how much I love to express myself through talking makes my insides flutter.
I love how we will sacrifice sleep in order to not miss an evening conversation with each other. Last night you wanted to go to sleep at midnight. I got home at 11:55 and called you asking for just five minutes! 4 hours later and we still weren’t ready to hang up. It is incredible that once we start talking to each other, the exhaustion slips away and the words just keep coming.
Skype is a wonderful tool and getting to see you is even better, but I long for the day when I can actually reach out and touch you and feel your warmth. It cracks me up that you broke your mic, so for days I would talk and you would type and then last night we talked on the phone while skyping…. oh the struggles that make life fun!
And even when we aren’t talking, it is such a sweet time. Sometimes I get caught up in the moment and actually have no words, but instead we just sit or lay there quietly listening to each other breathe and just gazing at each other. I feel just as much in these times as I do when we are fighting on getting our words out fast enough.
Soon I won’t be able to call or skype, but I am going to embrace writing letters. It will be so romantic and it will be our thing. I can’t wait, because after all of this, we will be together; I know it!
❤ a girl