So I apologize for my lack of posts lately. This is isn’t even the post I had planned out to write, but I just haven’t been able to sit down and get that one out, so this one seemed more appropriate.
Lately I have been so lazy. All I want to do is lay around on my floor or on my bed and just be still. Even right now, I am sprawled out on my bed wishing I could throw my leg over the blanket and bury my face in the pillow, but I have missed y’all and I need to put my mind to something.
I have so much homework and reading and projects I could be hard at work on, but instead I am not doing them. I have always been a little procrastinator, but I work well under pressure, but these days I am not just putting it off, I am like pushing it out the window to never look back. I have no clue what has gotten into me.
Any ideas? Could it be lack of sleep or something bothering me in the back of my mind or stress or…… I don’t feel any different besides being endlessly tired and never having any motivation to do anything. Just earlier I was hanging out with a friend and his roommates. I was laying on the couch and kind of took a little cat-nap RIGHT THEN AND THERE! This was not supposed to happen, because no one gets to see me sleep.
I just want some kind of motivation again. I need a little pick me up, but I have no clue where to start. I attempt an assignment and my head starts to hurt or my eyes start to close; this is not a good way to start the semester. HELP!
❤ a girl