Today I felt like a real college kid.
No, not because of the overwhelming feeling of never knowing what I am doing with my life, but because I stayed up till 3 in the morning studying and doing homework with the unpleasant reality of having to wake up at 7 to catch the bus and make it to class.
The past two days have gone something like this: go to class and work, come home and procrastinate, cook pizza rolls and watch an episode of Law and Order: SVU (because why not?), procrastinate a little more, and finally work on my Archaeology which consisted of finishing a lab and memorizing the basic bones of the body.
When I picture where you are and what you are doing, I envision your current situation to be similar to this. No sleep. Waking up at ungodly hours. Working hard (way harder than me of course 😉 ). I have somehow survived my one day of this life and I know you will survive all of yours too. Sending all my energy your way!
❤ a girl
So I apologize for my lack of posts lately. This is isn’t even the post I had planned out to write, but I just haven’t been able to sit down and get that one out, so this one seemed more appropriate.
Lately I have been so lazy. All I want to do is lay around on my floor or on my bed and just be still. Even right now, I am sprawled out on my bed wishing I could throw my leg over the blanket and bury my face in the pillow, but I have missed y’all and I need to put my mind to something.
I have so much homework and reading and projects I could be hard at work on, but instead I am not doing them. I have always been a little procrastinator, but I work well under pressure, but these days I am not just putting it off, I am like pushing it out the window to never look back. I have no clue what has gotten into me.
Any ideas? Could it be lack of sleep or something bothering me in the back of my mind or stress or…… I don’t feel any different besides being endlessly tired and never having any motivation to do anything. Just earlier I was hanging out with a friend and his roommates. I was laying on the couch and kind of took a little cat-nap RIGHT THEN AND THERE! This was not supposed to happen, because no one gets to see me sleep.
I just want some kind of motivation again. I need a little pick me up, but I have no clue where to start. I attempt an assignment and my head starts to hurt or my eyes start to close; this is not a good way to start the semester. HELP!
❤ a girl